God, please tell my mom to stay strong, tell her to stay healthy, tell her to get enough rest, tell her You will help her get through anything, telk her her daughter gonna be a great person, tell her her son gonna be an awesome one, tell her i'm doing fine, tell her i will make her the happiest mother in the world, tell her i have a lot of friend, tell her i'm trying to be a nice person to everybody, tell her i know a lot of people, tell her i've been having so much fun, tell her i'm sorry for being such a pain in the ass, tell her i love her so much, tell her i wanna go home.
You're finally cracked up today, both. Your anger and your tears.
The monologue behind your head keep repeating itself you've failed this time. You completely lose it.
They say you have to hold on, they say they have your back, they say it's gonna be just fine. Who are they kidding?
You're not allowed to lose it, you have to bear it. Just like anybody else thought who you are, then be it, please anyone. Even if you just have one leg you need to stand up, even if you just have one ear you need to listen up, even if you just have one eye you need to see. Tell yourself you're not allowed to complain, tell yourself you're not allowed to get tired, nobody give a damn about what you've been through, nobody will simphatize you if you act so weak, nobody doesn't really care when you're bleeding, so get a grip and save yourself.
Get yourself together, your life is too good to be frowning.