That girl has a dark lonely side which she keeps inside herself. Her heart is caged in a such silent places. She doesn't let anyone come in. She's afraid of people and allergic to interaction, she didn't try to be anti-social, she's just hurt too much. She's betrayed by her one and only best friend she's ever had. Since that day, she can not even trust one single person in the world.
While she's busy hiding her life away from the world, there's this person who try to infiltrate to her world by sticking beautiful beautiful doodle in her milk box everyday. And there's always phrase written "Have A Beautiful Day". That person keeps admiring her in silence even though the place he's sitting on only ten centimeters far from that girl. They're just separated by wall. He's afraid of ruining that girl's life harmony. He's afraid that that girl will be freaked out by him barging in. He just keeps living and hides his feeling away.
But there's another person, he's five meters away from the life of the girl. That person never knows that girl before, even at first that person thought that girl was a freak. But because of some incidents happen, that person needs to pull that girl out, that person has something to be cleared out with that girl, and so they meet. That person who has a great warm heart which can make anyone brighten up when he's around. That person who bravely dare to drag that girl out, that person who can make that girl feel alive, that person who can touch her heart with a such beautiful love song, that person who can make that girl to see the world the way that person see. That person who wins a heart of that girl.
with or without your realization, His mercies always there.
when you feel down, when surrender is the only way you can take. Don't be afraid to step further sacrificing what's left of yours. one day when you have only a dollar in your wallet, and in the same day there's someone collecting donation for people who are less lucky than us, you can not give a thing but a dollar. And then there's inner conflict in you, your brain says 'there's no way you donate the only money you have to that donation, you can't have a dinner today, and you can't buy another shoes you wanna have', but your heart screams 'yes, donate it! there are some who need it more than you, you can skip dinner and ask your parents for breakfast tomorrow, and you haven't need a new shoes yet, come on come to your senses!'.
when both situation happen, there's one thing you have to always remember your whole life, that Allah will always multiply your every single donation for the people who need it.
yes, there's the third side all this time.
which... no one knows
it does have similar characters with that i've talked about
and you do know, my friend
if only you read this, which i can guarantee you don't, this will be the continuing of our conversation
but you end it so fast, my friend, not your luck.